SUZUKO, hotaru

[lion]

[atrb=border,0,true][cs=6][bg=e3e3e3] suzuko hotaru CAUSE I’D GET A THOUSAND HUGS, FROM TEN THOUSAND LIGHTNING BUGS, AS THEY TRIED TO TEACH ME HOW TO DANCE. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - AGE, seventeen. GENDER, female. OCCUPATION, student & waitress @ nekozuki. SOCIAL CLASS, middle class. SEXUALITY, bi-curious. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - + ADORE, cute furry animals, mostly cats. black cats, a strange obsession. indie and folk music, it has melody and meaning. the ukulele, favorite instrument. sweet and spicy foods, they’re the best. milk, her favorite drink – good for strong bones. ghosts and the ethereal, might be more of a hobby. having her hair played with, sweet ecstasy. cuddling, or snuggling, both are good. - CONDEMN, insects, mainly grasshoppers. spiders, too many eye and too many legs. bitter tasting things, like coffee. seafood of any kind, salty and gross tasting. booze, and alcohol of any kind. strawberries, they’re sour to her. horror movies, they make her feel nauseous. lolicons, they’re creepy. things that smell bad. FEARS, spiders, oh god, spiders. enough said. birds, they have evil beady eyes and sharp beaks and claws. lighting, she's almost paranoid she'll get struck. strange food, she's scared to try it. DREAMS, to become a famous ukulele performer and singer. and if that fails getting into a good college. encountering a ghost or haunting of some sort. HOBBIES, playing and practicing ukulele. singing, generally in the shower. video games, it’s a good way to relax or get rid of steam. ghosts and the ethereal, she wants to have a ghost encounter. HABITS, biting lips and fingernails. twirling hair. TALENTS, not half bad when playing ukulele and getting better. okay at singing, though she'd like professional lessons. SECRETS, still sleeps with a nightlight, cause she gets nervous in total darkness. still a virgin, actually kind of proud of that fact. has had romantic thoughts about girls, but never dated one. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - FIRST how did you come to find forever & ever? SECOND, what do you consider to be your good points?

[/b] person, which is supposedly strange for a girl because we seem to think with our emotions more than our rationality. i’m not a loud person, SOFT-SPOKEN some would say, so i’ll never annoy you with too many words or anything like that. i'm HONEST and i try not to ever tell lies. i feel that, since i don’t want to be lied to i shouldn’t lie myself. i'm FRIENDLY and GOOD-NATURED, i try to be as nice and as non-judgmental as possible. my personal rule is ‘treat others how you want to be treated,’ and because i’d like to be treated with kindness, i am as friendly as i can be. because i’m not super energetic i’ve been told that i am CALMING. i am also very TRUSTING, and i give up to three chances until my trust is totally broken – but please don’t take advantage of that. it’s very unpleasant when someone does.[/ul]

and what would you consider to be your bad points?

[/b], i just have trouble communicating my feelings i suppose, it’s difficult to say the right things. because of this i'm very INSECURE, and i don't like to be teased about it. i have a tendency to be BLUNT and to speak my mind, and i don't mean to hurt anyone's feelings but that usually happens anyway. hindsight’s twenty-twenty right? oh, GULLIBLE, i'm easily tricked but i swear i only fall for things three times before i learn my lesson! shame on you for lying to me! i'm also rather ALOOF, and have a tendency to space out and miss a lot - i try not to do this during conversations, but sometimes my mind wanders. if you get on my bad side i can really hold a grudge and can even be downright SPITEFUL and OBSESSIVE, i don't like this part of me and i'm trying to change it though, being mean is no fun.[/ul][/size][/blockquote][/justify]

THIRD,

what do you look for in a friend, a love interest, a lover or people in general?

[/b] people who are very OPEN where i am not so open. in people i'm attracted to i search for things like are they STABLE on an emotional level, are they UNDERSTANDING, do they show COMPASSION and GOOD HUMOR? those kinds of things. i don't mind people who are shy, but i feel it makes me being awkward more awkward for both of us, and i generally am drawn to people who are FOCUSED but also FUN-LOVING. i didn't realize how many difficult questions would be asked here... maybe someone who has a good amount of COURAGE too, because i'm frightened of a fair few things and it’s nice to have someone be able to stand beside you and tell you that what you're afraid of won't do anything to you.[/ul][/size][/blockquote][/justify]

FOURTH,

do you believe in "love at first sight"?

FIFTH,

how do you know you have found "the one"?

OTHER,

i'm a diabetic, so i hope needles don't scare anyone who takes interest in me because i have to deal with them a lot. and insulin. i don't like it, but i was kind of born this way and they don't have much cure for it yet. thankfully its easily managed. just have to make sure to eat. i'm also agnostic, that means that it's not really possible for me to believe in a god because they can't be proven to exist. so it's not the same thing as an athiest. it’s very possible that there could be one, but since it's not proven i just can't believe. i've tried, but i can't force it and that would be dumb anyway. oh and please don't call me hotaru, i prefer ruu, it’s not such a mouthful. i suppose i should also say i came from osaka, even though i kind of already did.

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ALIAS,

LION

REFERAL,

there’s a bit of a story here. i am the admin of lights off, and we’re affiliated with ashes to ashes, and you’re affiliated with them, and that’s how i stumbled upon this site’s button. so i clicked it… spent some time debating it… decided that i was comfortable with joining, and here i am.

CHARACTERS,

no others.

FACE CLAIM,
[b]NABARI NO OU,[/b] shijima kurookano, [color=d74343]suzuko hotaru[/color]
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