TAKISHIMA, minoru

[TAKISHIMA MINORU]

[atrb=border,0,true][cs=6][bg=e3e3e3] minoru takishima UP UNTIL NOW I HAD SWORN TO MYSELF THAT I'M CONTENT WITH LONELINESS, BECAUSE NONE OF IT WAS WORTH THE RISK, BUT YOU ARE THE ONLY EXCEPTION. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - AGE, minoru is fifteen. he turns sixteen on june thirtieth. GENDER, he is a male, no doubt about it, although there have been people who have thought otherwise in the past. OCCUPATION, at the moment, minoru is a student as well as a waiter. however, he aspires to be an artist or a musician. SOCIAL CLASS, as luck would have it, the boy's parents have stable jobs, placing him in the upper-middle class. SEXUALITY, from prior experience, minoru is heterosexual. although he has never explored other options, he is sure that he has never had feelings for males. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - + ADORE, music vintage instruments girls good times concerts writing songs outdoors sports helping others - CONDEMN, wannabe pop bands judgmental people messing up not being the best war being alone nosy people guys who don't treat girls right conceited people liars FEARS, losing to his diabetes rejection commitment DREAMS, having one day independent from insulin becoming a musician finding the one girl that will make him commit HOBBIES, singing playing instruments drawing baking HABITS, running from commitments refusing to say 'no' being adorable TALENTS, music-related things drawing baseball SECRETS, gets jealous whenever people do better than him hates himself for getting diabetes, which he feels gives him too much sympathy from people lost his virginity at the age of fourteen at a party after getting drunk kissed his cousin when he was ten accidentally... but he liked it - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - FIRST how did you come to find forever & ever? SECOND, what do you consider to be your good points?

[/b]. i don't have one day go by where i'm blank-minded. my room is entirely filled up with probably books worth of songs that i've written. i spend weeks writing all parts of the song, from the music to the lyrics, and i'll typically come up with everything down to the last drum beat. although, my creativity doesn't only apply to music, and my friends tend to turn to me for creative input for events and such as well. i'm also a musical type of guy if you hadn't noticed by now. music has been a passion of mine for as long as time can tell. i love listening to music, singing along to it, writing it, playing it... basically anything that has to do with it, i love. i love my guitar about as much as i love my life. most of my feelings are expressed through music. when i was depressed about his diabetes in the first couple of days after being diagnosed, i just wrote as many songs about it as possible, and very soon, i didn't feel as bad. Sometimes, music can be the only way to make me feel better, so it's always good to have that as an outlet. my friends often describe me as a sweetheart. i guess it's because i'm pretty understanding about mistakes that people make. though i stress my own success, i don't force this on others. i was raised as a gentleman, and know that i have to mind my manners. i've always had a high respect for women so when i see guys treating their girlfriends as some piece of property, it makes me immensely angry. even in a quarrel with others i refuse to argue. i won't fight back, i'd much rather walk away, even if it involves me being called a wimp or whatever... i'm a laid-back person, no doubts. it's not like i'm lazy or anything, it's just that i can take situations and deal with them without freaking out. i have a very relaxed attitude most of the time. even with my diabetes, nowadays, he's very relaxed about it. i care, but i don't constantly have it on my mind. my friends sometimes can be amazed by how much i remain calm, as even when i'm in a critical condition, they're not the ones relaxing me, i'm the one relaxing them. generally, i'm an intelligent boy too. i feel as though i'm one of those lucky people who not only inherited book smarts but street smarts too. i'm always thinking logically about situations and can figure out what's right and wrong in the blink of an eye. my grades are pretty high and i work hard to keep them that way. i wouldn't consider myself a nerd though, as from time to time, i do let loose, and when this happens, i'm as extroverted as any other regular kid. it just takes awhile for me to show this side. quite honestly though, without sports, i wouldn't be half the extrovert i am today. i'm definitely athletic. i've been doing sports since i was in diapers basically, so it's almost as if being active is second nature to me. i'll do almost anything that involves getting outside and getting active. my favorite sports are soccer, track, and baseball, though i'm perfectly fine with most sports. i wake up early in the morning to go on runs so i can keep himself in shape. my doctor stated that if i was not as active as i am, then the diabetes would be much worse and i'd experience more severe symptoms. so not only is it for fun, it's somewhat a lifeline for me. but there i go. just like i said i would, i rambled. but i guess i have to finish off with the most important trait of all for this site, right? i am a romantic. and i am surely not afraid to admit that. i have always had a soft spot for girls. i'm constantly looking for a relationship, and when i find one, i'm faithful. i've never cheated on a girl, nor have i ever lied.i never use a girl for her body and treat every relationship really well. when i really like a girl, it becomes obvious as i'll go out of my way to arrange special dates or send flowers just to show that i care. i haven't ever fallen in love, but if i were to some time in the future, i'd be doubly romantic, making sure the girl was happy in every way possible. sorry. but you can't say i didn't warn you about my rambling![/ul]
and what would you consider to be your bad points?

[/b] on myself. i don't allow myself to make mistakes, especially if it means that i have failed someone else in someway. i am a perfectionist when it comes to doing things. i have a belief that i either have to do it perfectly or don't do it at all. and when i do mess up, i don't take things lightly. also, i'm a busy person. i'm a people-pleaser. it's been embedded in my mind since birth. so i have a constant list of tasks to get done. i hate disappointing people so my days are often filled with running around back and forth doing whatever it takes to make people happy. sometimes i agree to do too many things. honestly, i feel as though i need some time to myself to relax. but i'd never allow myself to have this time. one of my most interesting traits is that i'm so mysterious to many. people know nothing of my history, where i came from, who i live with, or how my family life is. i'm very reserved when it comes to that, and i won't let much out about my family and history. part of the reason why is because i don't like placing my burdens and issues upon other people. oh and the reason why i'm single? i have issues against commitment. i hate hurting people, so when i get close to someone, i end up pushing them away because i don't want to hurt them. honestly, i don't know if it does any good to push them away because that might hurt them even more, but i just can't stand the thought of hurting someone, or even worse, being hurt. but after i push them away, i always wonder if i might have just lost the right one. and that scares me too. as i previously mentioned, i'm pretty laid-back, but at times, people consider me too laid-back... almost passive. i've never considered myself passive exactly. i think i do take a stand for things and i'm never willing to sit back and let things be if they need action, but i guess that i'm just too soft-spoken at times. it's a drawback, but don't get me wrong, if i believe in something, i will fight for it. whether it be the rights for the kid that's being picked on or the two points my teacher marked off mistakenly on my test, i will speak up. my friends see a lot less of this however, which is why they describe me as passive. there isn't much to stand up about with my friends though...[/ul][/size][/blockquote][/justify]

THIRD,

what do you look for in a friend, a love interest, a lover or people in general?

[/b] enough to stay out of trouble. i can't stand people who piss others off just for the fun of it. but someone who's willing to have fun is also really cool to be around. no one wants to be talking to a wall when they want to hang out with friends. the traits i look for in a girl are much more specific however. i'm very picky about girls. a girl's personality is the most important thing about her. if she doesn't have a good personality, or if she has no personality at all, i rule her out almost immediately. and she has to be humorous, since i lack the ability to tell a good joke. a fun-loving girl would also be nice. i love it when a girl is up for anything and doesn't take things too serioiusly. what i notice first about a person, though, are their eyes. when a girl has captivating eyes, it brightens up my whole day.[/ul][/size][/blockquote][/justify]

FOURTH,

do you believe in "love at first sight"?

FIFTH,

how do you know you have found "the one"?

OTHER,

i have three brothers, two older and one younger. when i turned thirteen, i began losing weight dramatically and i became extremely moody. after going to the doctor, they had confirmed that i had type one diabetes. that was when i really started to learn how to look at the bright side of things. i found myself lucky that i wasn't put on a specific diet, but rather, i was just advised to take accurate amounts of insulin.

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ALIAS,

angelina

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CHARACTERS,

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