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mitsuya hikariI'M YOUR BIGGEST FAN, I'LL FOLLOW YOU UNTIL YOU LOVE ME PAPA-PAPARAZZI BABY THERE'S NO OTHER SUPERSTAR, YOU KNOW THAT I'LL BE YOUR PAPA-PAPARAZZI
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"i'm nineteen. soon, i won't have to be a teenager anymore! how fun."
GENDER,
"um, i'm female. i don't think it's really very difficult for people to tell, either. hehe~"
OCCUPATION,
"i'm an art student at university. they say i have great potential! how exciting."
SOCIAL CLASS,
"i'm in the middle class. nothing special."
SEXUALITY,
"um, well, i used to think i was asexual... really, i did! people just didn't interest me like that. but then i went through a faze in high school when i thought i was pansexual, always flirting with everyone, hehe. but the more i kissed the boys, the more i realized that it made me feel uncomfortable. i just... i didn't like it. i didn't like being physically close to men. so then i tried my luck with girls and... well, i got hooked. when i kiss girls, i really, really like it. so i think that means i'm homosexual. not that i mind, silly. girls are pretty~"
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- sweets
- pretty girls
- riddles
- challenges
- cherries
- long naps
- soft pillows
- the color red
- raspberries
- spiders
- nice clothes
- painting
- sketching
- night time
- rain
- kissing in the rain
- stalking people
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[/li][li]mind games
[/li][li]laughter
[/li][li]physicality
[/li][li]affection
[/li][li]staring at girls
[/li][li]strawberries
[/li][li]chocolate syrup
[/li][li]flirting
[/li][li]cats[/li][/ul][/size][/blockquote]
- CONDEMN,- being ignored
- boredom
- restraint
- being cooped up
- killjoys
- too much logic or reason
- a lack of creativity
- restraining orders
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[/li][li]anything super sour
[/li][li]eggs
[/li][li]my own temper...
but only sometimes[/li][li]being bossed
[/li][li]getting anything too easily
[/li][li]games that are solved too fast
[/li][li]wearing too many layers
[/li][li]itchy sweaters
[/li][li]anyone super serious
[/li][li]being woken up, no matter what time of day it is
[/li][li]sleeping on hard surfaces
[/li][li]hangovers
[/li][li]long drives
[/li][li]sluggish behavior
[/li][li]flies
[/li][li]heavy clothes
[/li][li]sunburns
[/li][li]spoil sports
[/li][li]cheaters
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anyone who thinks they can steal what's mine[/li][/ul][/size][/blockquote]
FEARS,- commitment
- being kept in one room or house for too long
- my temper
just sometimes...
- prolonged boredom
- absolute solitude -- to be alone for the rest of my life
- rejection
DREAMS,- to stand out in the art community for my abstract and realistic art
- give my dad something to smile about since mom died
- meet/hook up with a few nice girls while looking for the one
- become a better baker
- be loved absolutely
HOBBIES,- drawing, sketching, and painting
- sleeping, especially in random/weird places
- hoarding sweets
- playing games (board games, card games, trivia games, guessing games, etc.)
- stalking people
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HABITS,- twirl my hair along one finger
- chew the inside of my lip in thought
- lick things (fingers, lips, candy...)
- grin & giggle very often
- stare at
girls people
- obsess over things (or people)
TALENTS,- kissing & flirting
- sex. hehe.
- persuading & playing mind games
- baking cupcakes (but not much else, i'm afraid)
- twisting cherry stems into knots with my tongue
- stalking people
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SECRETS,- i starved my pet goldfish when I was convinced it didn't love me enough. i was seven years old. i still don't regret it.
- my first girlfriend, hana, told me i was crazy. psychotic. i planned to drug her and hide her somewhere until she loved me, but then she moved to a different country. i went through a devestating depression when i realized i couldn't find her. ever since, i am determined to find someone who will stay with me forever... even if i have to force them to.
- i lost my virginity willingly to a man when i was fifteen. i felt so dirty. i still do.
- i think i may have some small degree of androphobia. being physically close to men tends to freak me out...
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FIRSThow did you come to find forever & ever?
[/i] to peek into her window. she was on the computer, apparently visiting this site. so, obviously, i had to give it a look. though i haven't seen much of that girl around anymore (i think she switched to a different college for some reason), i still decided to fill this out. might as well, right?"[/ul][/size][/blockquote][/justify]
SSECOND,what do you consider to be your good points?
[/b] and
calm, no matter what the circumstances. i suppose that's true. i just think anything's worth waiting for. if you're not patient, you'll never know what half the best things are in life. oh, and i can be quite
focused and
determined even if it doesn't seem like it. when i put my mind to something, i'm not the kind of person to take it off unless i really do think it's hopeless, though that doesn't happen too often. i'd like to say i'm
witty, but i never know about that one. i don't often think before i speak. words just sort of... come out on their own! a bad habit, most likely, but oh well. i suppose i can be
resourceful when the time calls for it. that, and
independent, since i'm usually alone anyway. but i'm not too fond of being alone, so i try to be
friendly, even if i've been told that it sometimes comes off as a little too forward. the most flattering compliment i ever recieved, though, was when i was called
creative. as an artist, i really do take that to heart. but creativity can apply to things
off the canvas too, you know..."[/ul]
and what would you consider to be your bad points?[/b] before, even though i'm pretty sure all those girls were just joking when they told me that. also, i think i may be a little
sarcastic sometimes, but there's nothing wrong with that, is there? one of my roommates at art school called me
sneaky and
deceptive which, in
some ways, is true... i guess. i just like to play games. games require a little deception now and again, okay? i guess there are times, too, when i've been
blunt or
crude, because sometimes i just don't like dodging the truth. that's silly. friends from high school called me
insensitive, because i don't really take things too seriously. but i don't
like taking things very seriously. where's the fun in that? oh, well, i do know of one big quirk of mine, though. i have an
obsessive personality which, in turn, leads to me being
unreasonably jealous and
temperamental sometimes. if you ask me, that's all rather silly, though. i wouldn't hurt a fly!
unless i had my eye on that fly and it decided to date someone when it knew i wanted it for myself.... um. i'm going to the next question now." [/ul][/size][/blockquote][/justify]
THIRD,what do you look for in a friend, a love interest, a lover or people in general?
[/i] that really grabs my attention. i'm only human, right? but that's okay, because there are
so many pretty women to choose from. i also admire
confident women who aren't afraid to speak their mind. it's kind of interesting to see them in states of vulnerability as well; the true face behind the mask. but that's not to say i frown upon the shy sorts. i like the bashful types just as much, because it's fun to help them build confidence in themselves. that's not to say i enjoy taking advantage of naivety or innocence... i just like
playing games with helping those who may need a little voice of encouragement in their lives. i want someone who will be
dependent on me... someone who
needs to be loved. if a girl is
interesting and
unique, though, it'll draw me in like nothing else. i love finding those 'diamonds in the rough.' i also enjoy a
sense of humor and a
fun-loving personality in those i put my interest in. if they're too serious, than they'll probably just be a bore! but i think, despite all my flirting and nonsense, that i want someone
affectionate; a girl who will kiss me on the forehead and nestle close in my arms. all i really want is love. isn't that one everyone wants, deep down?"[/ul][/size][/blockquote][/justify]
FOURTH,do you believe in "love at first sight"?
FIFTH,how do you know you have found "the one"?
[/i]. over and over, their name spins in my head; put in every thought and concept and consideration. people have told me that i've mistaken 'love' for 'obsession,' but those people are just jealous assholes. i
know what i feel, okay? and it feels
wonderful, heightening my senses and tingling through each nerve. it's when i want to hold that person safe in my arms and my arms alone so that
no one else can have them. i want to worship every inch of them in kisses and bites - make it known to the world that they are
mine and
mine alone. yes, that's when i know. um... it's kind of addicting, really."[/ul][/size][/blockquote][/justify]
OTHER,"i don't think there's nothing much else to say.
um...
my mom died when i was little and i'm an only child. so that just left me and dad to fend for ourselves. we've managed all right, though. dad's a tough guy, but he's secretly very sweet and sad. he misses mother often and i try my best to make him happy. he calls me his princess and has tried to give me everything i've ever wanted. really, i do love my daddy. um, other than that, there's nothing too special about me. i really want to become a famous artist, which seems pretty promising. i've already attracted some positive attention from the art community and i'm on a scholarship at the art school because they were so fond of my work. it feels a bit silly to go on about myself like this, though. i don't like talking about my art. not with just anyone, anyway. the only other thing i can think of mentioning was when one of my ex girlfriends said i was mentally unstable. why? because i was apparently too possessive and obsessed. she even called me a stalker, which some people say is an offensive term. personally, i don't see what's wrong with keeping an eye out for someone you love, but society is silly like that. oh well!"
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