EBIHARA, chie

[EBIHARA CHIE]

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WHEN ALL ELSE FAILS AND YOU LONG TO BE
SOMETHING BETTER THAN YOU ARE TODAY
I KNOW A PLACE WHERE YOU CAN GET AWAY
IT'S CALLED A DANCE FLOOR, AND HERE'S WHAT IT'S FOR


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AGE,

nineteen. "ah. the joys of saying goodbye to pissy teen years~"

GENDER,

female.

OCCUPATION,

freelancing photographer. "i enjoy making my own money. and i don't give a damn if i don't have exact legal approval to take pictures."

SOCIAL CLASS,

upper class. "don't go thinking i'm a stuck-up little rich girl. it's stereotypes like that which piss me off."

SEXUALITY,

bisexual. "where's the fun when you only look one way?"

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+ ADORE,

• photography. it's basically what i turn to when looking to keep my sanity in tact. you can say it's a stress reliever, which grew into an everyday pasttime... or an obsession of the sort.
  
• my camera. it's my life, honestly!
  
• cute cosplayers. especially the goth-lolitas you see walking around shinjuku. <3
  
• cute boys / girls. it's the ones who cause the infamous 'sighs' that catch my attention. especially when they're oblivious to what they're doing to you by just standing there.
  
• foreign food. the unique flavors of the french are simply delicious~ what can i say?
  
• poetry. i have a few poems lying around the house, hidden away from anyone willing to look for them.
  
• designing/sketching. photo-taking isn't my only forte. i enjoy sketching out scenery.
  
• chocolate. especially with caramel~ i might love you forever if you hand over the goodies.
  
• ice cream. topped with chocolate syrup & caramel! i blame my sweet tooth, sue me.
  
• music. especially when you have something to dance to~
  
• foreign movies. the translations are hilarious - especially those american ones.
  
• creating alter-egos. (to a certain extent) it's a habit of mines, i'll admit. it's not like i don't remember who i am - it's just fun to see how far you can go before people realize the 'lies' as they put it.
  
• crossdressing (to an extent). it goes with the alter-ego thing. i'll find myself taking on the persona of a boy out of sheer boredum. a very feminine looking boy.
  
• taking naps. it's wonderful when you find the perfect place to sleep.
  
• causing emotional (sometimes physical) pain to those who deserve it. there's nothing to say about this one. just that it's the truth.
  

- CONDEMN,

• my grandmother. the old woman thinks that just because she's living in my house, whatever she says has to go.
  
• my parents. i wouldn't call my feelings towards them actual 'hate' but... it's complicated.
  
• large dogs. yes, i'm that one person who would probably kick the dog away. it's the 'horse-sized' ones that bother me.
  
• people (especially girls) who complain too much. seriously people, grow a pair why don't you?
  
• ignorant f*cks. yeah, that's really all you can call those types of people. so simply, go f*ck yourself, plzktnx.
  
• uncontrollable commotions. there are times when less is better. you don't need a thousand people in one place just to start a damn riot.
  
• police officers. not only do they go on and question you about the slightest. freaking. thing. but they have the nerve to check schoolgirls out when they're leaving classes. disgusting, is what it is. and i hate it when they stop me from 'working' on my growing album.

FEARS,

• large dogs. there's an actual reason behind it, but i don't feel like it's anything to get into. that whole situation was something in the past and i'll never have to worry about camping trips again.
  
• the thought of being alone. i know that there are actual people in my life who care, but it's troublesome to think about 'what if?' they turn into certain people i know.
  
• secluded areas. i might not favor overly large crowds, it's pretty much claustrophobic when you're alone somewhere for a certain amount of time.
  
• discovering that i actually need therapist help.

DREAMS,

• to become professional in the photography world.
  
• to overcome a majority of my fears.
  
• accomplish persuading my parents to return home.
  
• to try and get over personal mental problems.

HOBBIES,

• tinkering with my camera.
  
• taking snapshots of cosplayers and other people who catch my attention.
  
• seeing how far i can actually go with my alter egos.
  
• artwork. i'm not great or anything, though.
  
• using my friends as clothing models. i especially enjoy dressing up my male friends in the dresses i find in shibuya. you have no idea how cute they can look.
  
• crossdressing. my alter egos usually consist of girls, but there are times when i'll change the gender just for the fun of it~
  
• eating chocolate. i'm a 'little piggy', shut up. i admit it.

HABITS,

• when stressed, i tend to curl my finger around random curls of hair.
  
• glowering every now and then to anyone who does anything remotely stupid.
  
• attempting to toss a disposable camera at someone's head when they ruin a perfect snapshot.
  
• speaking my mind aloud when specific things are to be kept secret.
  
• flipping the skirt of any innocent bystander of a girl friend i have. it's adorable to see their reactions - especially when their faces turn cherry tomato~

TALENTS,

• cooking. yes, i make my own food. always have the feeling that my grandmother's out to poison me.
  
• language translations. it's a talent that grew over watching a junk load of foreign films during my childhood.
  
• capturing 'memories'. i'm a photographer. it's what i do.
  

SECRETS,

• it was years ago when my parents and i used to go to okinawa for vacation when i was attacked by wild dogs after i wandered away into the woods of the proclaimed iromote island. while looking for the endangered species, i found myself lost and cornered by the filthy beasts. during my attempt to escape, i received multiple bitemarks along my legs and arms whose scars i try covering up now that i'm older. if it wasn't for my grandfather overhearing my cries, i might be dead now.
  
• following the wild dog attack, it was that situation which began to distance my mother away from my father. with the excuse of work, they've gone to different countries in the world so they wouldn't have to even glance at one another. leaving me in japan with my grandmother, it's a laugh to see how lovey-dovey they were in the videos i found.
  
• the reason behind my alter-egos is just the aftermath of complete boredum. i do it to get a thrill out of knowing that there are actual people who will believe me and others who will wonder what the hell i'm doing. it's sort of interesting to see how the 'game' will go when i take up one of those different personalities.
  
• this goes without saying but i'll admit that i'm sadistic towards a specific group of people. it's not because i do it out of enjoyment, well it is at times but it's oddly thrilling to watch their torment at times. absolutely amusing.
  
• my grandmother has the nerve to consider me possibly paranoid because i can never help but wonder if she's trying to kill me one of these days. it doesn't help that i throw at fit at any therapist she tries to send me to.

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FIRST

how did you come to find forever & ever?

[/i]. though it was a random customer who wanted me to take a couple of photos for them who officially introduced me to this place.[/ul][/size][/blockquote]

SSECOND,

what do you consider to be your good points?

[/b] though at the same time i come across as amusing, mainly due to my actions around others. i would like to call myself a professional when it comes to photography but i'll keep it at owning decent photos. from most of the girls i've known, they've admitted to looking up to me as an idol of the sort, because i am not the type who'll take the crap you throw at me. besides spending my days trying to smuggle away from police officers when they realize i don't have legal permits, i enjoy relaxing with the friends i have... and just discussing things, and even giving advice when it's needed. from my early childhood, however, i was never the kind of girl who took what the boys said to me as serious and usually found myself standing up against bullies and later on being sent to the principal's office for causing someone to cry. though my noticable temper and moods aside, i'm rather collective when i need to be, never really been unorganized.[/ul]

and what would you consider to be your bad points?

[/b] from time to time. i don't complain about things like most girls i've seen in my teen years, but it doesn't take all too much for me to try and hurt someone. besides stress, i have the common problem of worrying about things too much. when it comes to family, it's fairly easy to say that i'm not on good terms with my grandmother and you can easily understand that, because she considers me paranoid and i just know she's out to kill me. even though it's not much of a secret anymore, i'll admit to being sadistic in my own personal way. yes, i enjoy seeing certain people suffer... whether i'm causing it or they're doing it to themselves... but this goes without saying because my thoughts on 'certain people' are that they deserve it. i don't understand it myself all too much, but it's interesting, you know? just to see them squirming under the pressure... trying to find an actual escape... what fun~
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THIRD,

what do you look for in a friend, a love interest, a lover or people in general?

FOURTH,

do you believe in "love at first sight"?

[/i] someone, doesn't that mean you're devoted to them to the very end? leaving them behind in the dust especially when they haven't done a thing to you isn't what i'd call love. and that usually happens with friends who tell me they've caught sight on their 'one true loves'. it's sad actually, because they end up hurting themselves even more... following any emotional pain they've dealt with. i wouldn't call it complete bullshit. but still. [/ul][/size][/blockquote]

FIFTH,

how do you know you have found "the one"?

[/i] it when you find the one. you won't have any doubts if they're going to leave you or know. when you find that specific someone in the world, you'll be able to wake up with a smile on your face when you glace over to them. you won't have to fear the thoughts of them causing you pain or you having to cause them to suffer. to me, it's not all that easy to find that significant other. yes, it may be a snap of the fingers for certain people but there are others... that love isn't all too easy at striking.[/ul][/size][/blockquote]

OTHER,

well, i've pretty much explained myself in a nutshell... but on an ending note, i'll say that i'm very subconscious about the scars i received from that attack years ago. which is mainly why i tend to wear clothing that doesn't expose my upper arms and i usually wrap my lower legs up in something to hide those ugly marks. growing up, anyone who actually found out about those damn scars ended up looking at me like a circus show or something - constantly asking if they could see them because 'they were so cool' or because 'they were so digusting!'. because of that one fact i'm not fond of exposing my body to the world, which is why i take on finding the perfect model for my photos - whether it be a rather attractive person i happen to catch, the first breaking of light in the morning or even, my favorite, the districts at night. i know i'll never be able to remove the scars from existance, but... it's nothing i enjoy looking at every morning and every evening.

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ALIAS,

FFFT. it's CLOVER.

REFERAL,

imma old member~ will probably do waaaaay more stuff than before XD

CHARACTERS,

toshiyuki shinjio. ama mei-lien.

FACE CLAIM,

[b]MARIA†HOLIC[/b], shidô mariya [color=d74343]ebihara chie [/color]
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