Post by NAOKO RHYME on May 29, 2010 20:39:42 GMT -5
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Another thing, I am gentle everything I touch. I usually handle it with care. Whether it is nursing a wound, or patting a dog. I'm usually gentle, unless I change my mind. It's been a habit, but I'm not really sure if it'll end. I am a very gentle person, until I get very angry. I don't like myself then, but when I am gentle I am very happy.
I am a very forgiving person, I always forgive. No matter what, everyone deserves a second chance. But when I find that you are not worthy, I begin to cringe. I walk backwards, and begin to lose my trust within you. It's like a process to trust is, to be trusted and it hurts a lot. Wouldn't you understand?
I am trustworthy, no matter what you tell me I won't repeat. I won't tell anyone else if you don't want me to. That is how I am, a very honest boy. I have to be honest, and look after others. That is how I'm supposed to be don't you think? Telling the truth, and looking after others besides myself. That is how everything is supposed to be, right?
I am very childish, you do have to keep the spirit alive. I always look the other way, stick out my tongue. Stamp my feet, and walk around pouting. It's the way the world is, I jump up and down and throw tantrums. Only when I am in the mood, that is. But it is very fun, and who knows? Maybe that'll attract someone some day.
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I am self-loathing, at times I really hate myself. Because of the way I act, and the way I hold onto guilt. Its the way I am, and that is why they hate me isn't it? I often wonder, why do I hate myself just so I can make others happy? So I can make them happy about themselves? Bullies, and everything I begin to wonder is it just a precaution?
Another thing about me, I am very sarcastic. When I get to one of my fits, when someone really annoys me. I begin to lose my mind, using sarcasam. I laugh, and point fingers when I don't really mean it. When I recover, I never really notice what I've done. I don't even really know that I had done it in the first place. I just laugh it off, and walk away even though I know I hur someones feelings. But for some reason, I just can't turn myself around.
I am very secretive, hiding my inner self and my feelings. I can't show them to other people. They'll just look down on me, and worry about me. Then get mixed into my issues, and hate me again. I don't want that to befall everyone around, me so I hide away. I can't show anyone my secret guilt.
I am very indescisive. I can't choose between somethings. It is very hard for me, and I don't enjoy it. But at times, I can actually choose and go on with my life. But then again, I can't really decide and look the other way. But then again, I actually try to decide and get stuck. Man! I'm being indescisive again! [/ul][/size][/blockquote][/justify]
THIRD,
what do you look for in a friend, a love interest, a lover or people in general?
FOURTH,
do you believe in "love at first sight"?
FIFTH,
how do you know you have found "the one"?
OTHER,
When I was a child, I learned how to speak different languages. At the moment, I usually speak Japanese and English. But I usually speak in Spanish, when I’m worried or curious about something. It’s a habit, really!
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ALIAS,
Ryme
REFERAL,
My friend Rockk, told me about this place. It was such a cute site ,that I really had to join. [/ size]
CHARACTERS,
My first sadly.
FACE CLAIM,
[b]PANDORA HEARTS,[/b]oz bezarius, [color= 3e86c2]naoko rhyme [/color]
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